Tuesday, January 4, 2011

About to Celebrate

 
   It hit me the other day that my son is going to be turning 1 next month.  I have no idea where this year went. It went by fast. Faster than with Riley. I keep crying because my little baby is not really a baby anymore. He looks like such a little boy. He still cuddles with me and lets me rock him to sleep though. He lets me hold him and is content just sitting on my lap. So different than Riley, haha. Yesterday he used the chair to walk around the dining room. I was like "What?!". With Beck I didn't track how many weeks he was, where his development was suppose to be.  With Beck I went with the flow. It worked with him. He doesn't need a schedule like his sister did. He takes his time so I still let him drink out of his bottles. He still sleeps with us.  Its different this time around.

  When Beck was born I assumed I would do everything the way I did with Riley. Even though I was well aware that he'd be his own person. I didn't realize that I'd have to change my ways and parent him almost in a different way than Riley. I love that my kids have their own personalities. I've loved watching Beck grow and seeing his personality become more apparent. He's just a sweet little boy. He loves to give kisses and has recently started hugging me. He is always smiling and so excited. My favorite is when he's been playing then sees me. He'll crawl as fast as he can and lift his arms for me to hold him. And with a huge smile. It melts my heart and makes me so grateful that I'm his mommy.

  Beck's upcoming birthday is bittersweet for me. I love that hes growing up but he is my baby. And we're not sure we'll be having any more kids so its hard for me to think about how as we're about to enter toddlerhood the baby stage might be gone forever. I'm thankful though that I've even had the opportunity to have and raise children. I say that a lot, but I mean it.

6 comments:

Patty said...

Wow I can't believe how fast time has gone!!! Such a sweet post.

Anonymous said...

My mom told me that a mother's love for a son is different than the love for a daughter. Both equally strong but equally unique.

CW said...

Hi Margie...Happy New Year...The kids are beautiful...May God continue to Bless!

Samaria said...

Something I have learned definitely in having to totally different children personality wise. I cannot parent them the same. I know I want more children in the future but its amazing that I don't have a "baby" at the moment. Though he acts like one a great deal!

Beautifully.Conjured.Up said...

Happy Early Birthday :)

Keya said...

Wow, can't believe he's almost 1 already.